Tuesday, March 31, 2009
i'm happy
i'm happy with the fact
that i can speak my mind.that i'm not scared to hold back.it may be stupid at the time, or may seem like i just don't care.nevertheless,it's a great feeling.i know some moments that are in the books would not have happened if i didn't open my mouth.say exactly what was in my mind.needed someone else to know how i felt.it may be more, there is more to why i do it.
BUT, the overall action is a pretty sweet deal.<3
try it, it's fun once you get over it.
Monday, March 30, 2009
if my dreams
stay as big as they are right now...
i'll be exactly who i want to be, with time on my side.
<3
that's just being hopeful i presume.
i'll be exactly who i want to be, with time on my side.
<3
that's just being hopeful i presume.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
shout to baby olivia
the new baby girl, olivia catherine catero who will be born sometime in mid july.
tomorrow i get to hear her heartbeat, and i'm excited.
i'm hopin' when she's born i have the connection i have with her mother.
cousinly girl love.
prayers are goin' up for her.
God bless you.
goooood night.
tomorrow i get to hear her heartbeat, and i'm excited.
i'm hopin' when she's born i have the connection i have with her mother.
cousinly girl love.
prayers are goin' up for her.
God bless you.
goooood night.
went with my friend to get her nails done today.
she's indian(from inda)
i'm white
and the people's buisness we went to were korean, i believe.
we turned on Ellen Degenerous and we all started laughing. a lady was in there who looked at us all weird. i felt like she was judging. esp. the people who owned the business.
i found it rude.however, smiled her way.
& what really matters is that i'm proud of how i've learned to not look at people differently. maybe we all do at one point or another, but today i wasn't looking at someone differently because of their race.
i was engaging with them with excitment of life, something beautiful... LAUGHTER!
& honestly, if you can't do that... you should work on it.
it's a great experience.to be with different cultures, but all sharing one common thing... the ability to laugh at something FUNNY.
C'mon... why pass an opportuiny to make life a little bit more enjoyable!
just because people look different, doesn't mean they are.
God bless
she's indian(from inda)
i'm white
and the people's buisness we went to were korean, i believe.
we turned on Ellen Degenerous and we all started laughing. a lady was in there who looked at us all weird. i felt like she was judging. esp. the people who owned the business.
i found it rude.however, smiled her way.
& what really matters is that i'm proud of how i've learned to not look at people differently. maybe we all do at one point or another, but today i wasn't looking at someone differently because of their race.
i was engaging with them with excitment of life, something beautiful... LAUGHTER!
& honestly, if you can't do that... you should work on it.
it's a great experience.to be with different cultures, but all sharing one common thing... the ability to laugh at something FUNNY.
C'mon... why pass an opportuiny to make life a little bit more enjoyable!
just because people look different, doesn't mean they are.
God bless
Sunday, March 22, 2009
i think that...
you should look in the mirror and call yourself beautiful.
no concete, no anger, just sincerity.
& honestly believe it.
if you can't... try.
trying will get you somewhere.
& eventually you'll see what i see.someone who tries everyday, maybe messing up here or there, but you're trying your hardest.
have faith in yourself, you beautiful one.
trust me.YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.
God bless.
no concete, no anger, just sincerity.
& honestly believe it.
if you can't... try.
trying will get you somewhere.
& eventually you'll see what i see.someone who tries everyday, maybe messing up here or there, but you're trying your hardest.
have faith in yourself, you beautiful one.
trust me.YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.
God bless.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
dreams
yes, dreams
.i don't mean the ones you have in your sleep that are filled with your subconscious terrors or wishes.
i mean the dreams your strive to pursue in life. the goals you could only hope to make happen. some are out of this world crazy, and some are plain and simple. you may never get a true opportunity to pursue them... but, that doesn't mean you shouldn't dream.
it may be foolish, but it's healthy.
all the people who are legends to this earth... it didn't just happen over night.
IT CAME FROM SOMEWHERE.
their mind, their wishes, their DREAMS.
so even if it's the craziest, dream it anyway.
& just have faith that one day you may get the chance to live it, but if you don't well at least you had the chance to possess something so magnificent.
to all you dreamers: don't let anyone tell you that you cannot dream.
believe in yourself and the dream. & keep hope that one day, one sweet day it may come true.
it's your job to go and make it happen.
SO GO!
God bless and have a beauuuutiful night.
.i don't mean the ones you have in your sleep that are filled with your subconscious terrors or wishes.
i mean the dreams your strive to pursue in life. the goals you could only hope to make happen. some are out of this world crazy, and some are plain and simple. you may never get a true opportunity to pursue them... but, that doesn't mean you shouldn't dream.
it may be foolish, but it's healthy.
all the people who are legends to this earth... it didn't just happen over night.
IT CAME FROM SOMEWHERE.
their mind, their wishes, their DREAMS.
so even if it's the craziest, dream it anyway.
& just have faith that one day you may get the chance to live it, but if you don't well at least you had the chance to possess something so magnificent.
to all you dreamers: don't let anyone tell you that you cannot dream.
believe in yourself and the dream. & keep hope that one day, one sweet day it may come true.
it's your job to go and make it happen.
SO GO!
God bless and have a beauuuutiful night.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
NERVOUS
NERVOUS is something i become very easily.even when it's something silly, like opening a curtain for a REALLY wonderful play that is at your school... possibly The Wizard of Oz.well, yes.and many other things as well.then i over think....but any who, not the point.the point is, i will always get nervous, it's just the learning to control it once it hits that is key.SO...tonight i danced it off.you have my word i looked like a complete fool doin' so, but everyone laughed along.(:tonight was wonderful and the cast did GREAT.
you are all beautiful.one stage, or behind the scenes.
God bless ya.
you are all beautiful.one stage, or behind the scenes.
God bless ya.
Monday, March 2, 2009
today:
i slept in.
went for a walk in the snow.
blasted music.
prayed.
wrote.
cleaned.
prayed.
made some art.
& wrote some more.
i think i realized one of my biggest fears.
---> i talk about time, often. & the thing is, i'm not scared of time. i'm scared that in the time i have, i'll forget. i'll forget to tell someone how much they mean to me. i'll forget how to be true to myself. i'll forget to do something i have always wanted to.
so i normally strive to pursue that everyday when i wake up.
sometimes it's overpowering,sometimes i loose control, but most of the time i'm just right.
but no matter how hard i try, or let go.
it's still there.
i wonder what it will take...
oh well.
God bless you.
went for a walk in the snow.
blasted music.
prayed.
wrote.
cleaned.
prayed.
made some art.
& wrote some more.
i think i realized one of my biggest fears.
---> i talk about time, often. & the thing is, i'm not scared of time. i'm scared that in the time i have, i'll forget. i'll forget to tell someone how much they mean to me. i'll forget how to be true to myself. i'll forget to do something i have always wanted to.
so i normally strive to pursue that everyday when i wake up.
sometimes it's overpowering,sometimes i loose control, but most of the time i'm just right.
but no matter how hard i try, or let go.
it's still there.
i wonder what it will take...
oh well.
God bless you.
v.l.l
we all have those times when people walk into our lives, and it's either shortly after the fact, or over time we realize they were brought there for a reason. to answer a prayer, to teach us a lesson, to help us along our journey.
well, i'm blessed to meet people like the all the time. usually everyone i meet has an impact on me, but recently this one lady, she just blew me away.
her names Vikki.
have you ever read one of those life books, like Tuesday With Morrie?
where it's basically about two people and the way there lives were changed.
in the case of Tuesday With Morrie there was a fairly older guy, and a younger guy. the book went on with flashbacks and future connections but in the end the older guy taught the younger one life secrets to help him carry out the rest of his life.
well, this lady is like that but 10times more.
she's a dear friend to me, and i admire her so.
sunday we had a really wonderful time together.
she's taught me lessons before, but within these few hours i could feel a new chapter of my life begin.
ha, this sounds silly...
but i want you to know that it's the people in your life that help you begin and end chapters.
i know that my chapters are shorter than most, and my book goes a long quite quickly, but it's unbelievably enjoyable.
so take advantage of each chapter, and the characters that are introduced or the ones that are dismissed.
hope your books are worth it all.
God bless you, book writers.
well, i'm blessed to meet people like the all the time. usually everyone i meet has an impact on me, but recently this one lady, she just blew me away.
her names Vikki.
have you ever read one of those life books, like Tuesday With Morrie?
where it's basically about two people and the way there lives were changed.
in the case of Tuesday With Morrie there was a fairly older guy, and a younger guy. the book went on with flashbacks and future connections but in the end the older guy taught the younger one life secrets to help him carry out the rest of his life.
well, this lady is like that but 10times more.
she's a dear friend to me, and i admire her so.
sunday we had a really wonderful time together.
she's taught me lessons before, but within these few hours i could feel a new chapter of my life begin.
ha, this sounds silly...
but i want you to know that it's the people in your life that help you begin and end chapters.
i know that my chapters are shorter than most, and my book goes a long quite quickly, but it's unbelievably enjoyable.
so take advantage of each chapter, and the characters that are introduced or the ones that are dismissed.
hope your books are worth it all.
God bless you, book writers.
your gonna
find yourself somehow, someway, someday.
lately i've been hearing from everyone....not just teenagers, that everything is so confusing.
all we're trying to do is figure it out.
life. love.people.ourselves.
all we're doing is searching.
that's the thing. life is a constant struggle.
you never know the chances you take will be the right ones, but you have to take them.
if the risk of taking the chance ends up not working out, then just fix it.it's better than wondering " what if "
all we have is time.
make the most of it.
you can worry, you can cry, you can get frustrated.... but honestly, where does that get you?
not any father than you were before.
so to you all: keep searching, but always have faith.
you may not find what your looking for immeditley, but you'll find it.
i count on it.
God bless you, beautiful seekers.
lately i've been hearing from everyone....not just teenagers, that everything is so confusing.
all we're trying to do is figure it out.
life. love.people.ourselves.
all we're doing is searching.
that's the thing. life is a constant struggle.
you never know the chances you take will be the right ones, but you have to take them.
if the risk of taking the chance ends up not working out, then just fix it.it's better than wondering " what if "
all we have is time.
make the most of it.
you can worry, you can cry, you can get frustrated.... but honestly, where does that get you?
not any father than you were before.
so to you all: keep searching, but always have faith.
you may not find what your looking for immeditley, but you'll find it.
i count on it.
God bless you, beautiful seekers.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
frowners
let's all gather together and cry...haha yea, i bet you wish i thought that way... BUT I DON'T.
i have seen way to many unsatisfying status/bulletins/moods.
cheer the heck up, people.you are blessed.
YOU ARE.
at the moment things may be going on that have you down in the dumps, but you honestly don't have to be that way.
cry your heart out, then fix the things that are wrong. if you can't, learn to accept them.
it is worthless to be unhappy, and frowing.
IT BRINGS YOU NOTHING.
i may be young, and not have been on this earth as long as you have, but man have i known sadness.
no one... BUT MYSELF could bring me out of it.
please please please. if ya need someone to talk to, send me a message.
i'll do whatever it takes to try and make ya smile.
God bless you all.brighten those faces up. God loves to see them.
i have seen way to many unsatisfying status/bulletins/moods.
cheer the heck up, people.you are blessed.
YOU ARE.
at the moment things may be going on that have you down in the dumps, but you honestly don't have to be that way.
cry your heart out, then fix the things that are wrong. if you can't, learn to accept them.
it is worthless to be unhappy, and frowing.
IT BRINGS YOU NOTHING.
i may be young, and not have been on this earth as long as you have, but man have i known sadness.
no one... BUT MYSELF could bring me out of it.
please please please. if ya need someone to talk to, send me a message.
i'll do whatever it takes to try and make ya smile.
God bless you all.brighten those faces up. God loves to see them.
MY WORD
excitment is pouring out my ears, no different from any other sunday, though.
they are so beautiful, sundays.
they make me smile SOOO big.
i love learning about the Lord, seeing the people i love the most, those hugs i receive from them...and today i get to see someone especially wonderful after church.
AH.sundays are by far my favorite day of the week.
hope they're goood for you as well.
God bless you.
they are so beautiful, sundays.
they make me smile SOOO big.
i love learning about the Lord, seeing the people i love the most, those hugs i receive from them...and today i get to see someone especially wonderful after church.
AH.sundays are by far my favorite day of the week.
hope they're goood for you as well.
God bless you.
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