CHANGE

change happens, everyday.
maybe not the biggest of change, but it does happen.
then, there are instances that make the life as you knew if change dirastically.y
ou have no control sometimes, but in one way you do.take and embrace that change.
realize only good comes from it.
i have personally had many times where i hated change, questioned life and wondered
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING!?
i look back now, knowing i always recieved something better.
yes, i may have lost something i cared deeply about,but it has made me EXACTLY WHO I AM TODAY.
please, please, please don't let change scare you.
it's a new opportuinity, take advantage of it.
embrace it, live it, and love it.change is everyday happiness.
to YOU:you are beautiful, and have so much to offer the world.
i understand your fears, i've had them. but, it's silly to be scared.


and for YOU i am right here with you, i'll hold your hand if you need me to.you need to let change happen, remember what it's brought you today.


God bless you, beautiful ones.


Hope your day is wonderful.<3

rise and shine

beautiful ones.
stop living for the past or for the future, when you wake up live for today.
we bring so much upon ourselves that when an opportunity passes us, we sometimes miss it.
i'm sick and tired of missing it.
i want to be in the day i'm suppose to be in.
live it to the best of my ability and get through the end of the day smiling.
it may be hard, but so what.
every day IS a struggle, you just gotta press on.
make today, today.

&
i hope it's beautiful.


God bless you, you beautiful ones.

[[ inspired by v.l,c.w, m.l & cookies and milk ]]

recent poem

The sun brought shinning within her blissful beat.
Others that saw her were filled complete.
The leaves swiftly broke to her mound.
Confusion grew with barley no sound.
The chill had brought her a simple shout.
Needed to run before increasing doubt.
The moment came, and her giving died.
Stayed a feeling like the frigid outside.
The encouragement was told to her with the new arriving bloom.
Faith is able to reach the moon.
The seasons come with her gleaming glow.
Possibilities with her are to know.


loud blasting music, looking out a window & watching the cars go by...
this is what i came up with.

<3

love out loud.
together we can make some noise.


<3


i dreamt sweet dreams last night & it was wonderful.

update on pictures

dear to me

"The nice thing about hugs, they go a long way and last forever.I am always hugging you, you just forgot it was me. When ever you feel warm and secure. That is me hugging you and letting you I know I'm around." - Vicotira L.

This woman has become someone dear to my heart....
lovin' her this sweet day.

Nicole.

you don't understand how much your call meant to me tonight.YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.thanks for sharing and listening in return.i am ALWAYS here for you& now know you are, also.you shine bright girl.you'll be in my prayers, as always.thanks for coming into my life.great great great love to YOU.

reaching out

Even when things get hard the Lord reaches out to me in so many ways....He is soooo good.ever since i walked into a church building i always listened to this older lady. everything she said, all i ever wanted to do was listen.tonight for the first time, we sat and talked.we told each other how we wantedto grow in the week ahead. she went on about the Lord and how she lived her life and without even meaning to she made me cry. she is so wise, so full of knowledge of the Lord.she then told me how she thinks she talks to much. it was then when i let the tears go, took her hand, looked into those beautiful eyes and told her she didn't talk enough.she helped me so much in that little period, showing me the Lord is always there. He disciplines you as his own and times do get hard, but it's in those times that you cry out.when the Lord reaches out, man, does He reach out.i am so blessed for this evening, oh so blessed.

i'm done

with it all.i can't control how much i worry and how much i over analyze everything.it stinks.i'm always told i'm way TOO sensitive & how i care TOO much.i need to stop, i guess, because obviously i'm doing something wrong.

& in return:
ERIN PLUNKETT-
i love you. you're amazing. we need more people like you in the world. you've done nothing wrong, whatsoever. it's not you, it's them. be yourself. ♥

i'm in love with

YOU.& i may absolutely positively want to kick your butt sometimes for not keeping in touch with me, but it's not always your fault.you are beautifully spectacular and i don't care what anyone else says. i see it, and if they don't they're crazy.i bet cuba is giving you some span of opportunity, so like i said take every day as a new experience.yes, you may be working all the time, but i know there is room to make it worth it.like you said, you will be home before ya know it, so i know you miss the kiddos & being home but take the time to be that crazy insane lady i know.you may keep her bottled up sometimes, but i don't want you to anymore.I LOVE YOU, MISTY.don't you ever, ever, ever forget that.

He is so good.....

God is so good.
Through the good and the bad i'm in His hands...
knowing that i can keep a smile on my face.
:)