Thursday, June 25, 2009

j.bux, whadda man.


leaving your room, i started to cry.

your words inspire and mean such a great deal.

every part of the letter came right from the heart.

with the new discoveries ahead i hope you the best.

expect occasional visits.

thanks for the knowledge of how to find to find the answers.

love ta ya, friend.

Monday, June 22, 2009

love

understand that we are here to love.

not to judge
not to be better than anyone else
not to become easily angered
not to throw dirty looks
not to prove wrong
not to live everyday like its complete hell.

my heart becomes weak everytime i see people continually over step the action of love.

it's not that hard.
yes, we all slip.
however, you need to step up your game
and not slip as much.

love to you all.
God bless

Sunday, June 21, 2009

one minute # 3

i like when you elaborate.
i wish you would say something.
i like the photo of me and my father.
im glad i have strength to forgive.
what the hell.
get over it.
hasn't she said sorry enough?
i love you, but you can be an awful asshole.
you deserve more.

trsuting bestfriends is something...

to forgive is to love

it is what it is.

"It's better to teach than to be taught, i guess". - J.Gray

As we talk and and you take me closer and closer each word.
Holding my hand and letting the experiences pour.
I want the possesion of the secrets.
I miss the drip castles.

As you tear up, the situation sounds firmiliar, at least the way the other end sounds.
Reminising of the little but powerful memories takes place, everytime.
Each time i possibly couldn't listen closer.
I love you.

No matter the mistakes, no matter how much you screw up.
The rememberence of your love hangs tight.
It's one of the non exsitant others.
I want it more than ever right now.
The way you ring right when i need to hear you, makes my day.
It scares me shitless, but i'm use to it by now.

Thanks for it always.
& For being the only one of my own who has faith.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

" God is the one to judge, we're just here to love" -c.alves

wake up

song: Pinch Me by Barenaked Ladies

verse: 1st Timothy 4:12 Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith, and in purity.

outfit: smile and a dress

thought: im going to go for a walk with the camera before the bus comes

mood: hopeful




God bless ya'll
have a wonderful day.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

c. campbell & p.campbell

thanks for always inspiring me to do better.
i pour out my soul deep within me,
deep within me, i pour out my soul.
draw me deeper Lord, deeper Lord in You.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

i find the rain comforting

most of the time.
however, today...
all i wanted to do was dance and get soaked.


ha, i hope it rains when i get home...
all i wanna do is dance.

Monday, June 8, 2009

firmilar face

chick that surfs,
devoted mother.

her discoveries' becoming a peice of art,
learning how to see from her eyes and her heart.

whaddda lady i met today.
i've seen her around and she always seemed
happy and confident.

i normally walk up to people that i see like that,
but out of the ordinary, i didn't.

today,
i realized because i didn't take the step to talk to her beforehand
she was just placed into my life.
it was wonderful and she unfluenced my day.

sending my love your way,
j.causey

breaking up, is just a step forward

i know some break-ups are all hard,emotional and really rediculous to pull yourself out of.
however, there is a postive.

you can take the negitive energy
from a broken heart,
decieved heart,
stolen heart,
whatever heart
and
use it positvely
to make you a better
and
stronger person.

trust me it may be hard, but it's worth it.

inspired by j.causey

let's inspire, together



















Saturday, June 6, 2009

torrent glenn

"Summer may have her cloudy days; she may send hailstorms and heatwaves but even in her darkest nights, she was never cold."

breathing


"im breathin this in like air, man." - S. Koerner


isn't that what we do? breathe in the happiness around us, as air.
however, when the going gets tough it becomes harder to breathe, harder to ecounter the fresh air. the fresh air, you know that's what we need to pursue. to breathe in. if it makes you happy, it's just so much easier to breathe.when you breathe longer, that means you can just keep living.

Friday, June 5, 2009

l.m

thanks for finally trusting me.
i love you.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

it looks alright.

i want

to take time back to the table top conversation.
one hand under my chin,
and the other one wiping the tears away.
music playing on the porch outside
family laughing just a wall away
you and i in our own little world.
love you sugarbooger.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

she makes me think

if you tally up in the people in the world that you find confuse you,
i bet you'd make it to a million then you'd see that you're confusing too.

if you ask yourself the question "is there something bigger i should be doing?",
then there's a dead horse that you're beating while your hair line is receding my friend.

so when you're feeling kind of lazy and you think you're going crazy, no worries.

everyone's a little insane and it's the nature of the brain so it's fine.

- Heather Joy Purcell

i admire this woman so very much. she is a friend of a friend and i have never truly talked to her before, but her words make me joyful. she is beautiful i know it, and a wonderful creation of God.
her messages are insightful and someday i hope i can run into her and just give her a hug.
love you you, sister.

the way




















love you and i fall.
let you go, i stand up.
when i stand up i loose myself.
when i fall, i love.
when i love, i'm me.


when i fall, you worry.
when i fall, i love.
when i fall, i dissapoint.
when i stand up, you support.
when i stand up i loose myself.
when i stand up i cant concentrate on me.
when i stand up my mind becomes part of the world.
when i fall down i feel in the world. i am me, with the world.
when i fall down, i love.

wish you did that, too.

The First One I Tell

i like the way you are just the way you are.
the unsure innocence to the beauty of a rebel.
i know in constant conversations that i can see us dancing.
the memory of disaster in the sublime peace of world.
i like the love that reads higher than any grade.
the interaction of the ties between us.
i like the way you look up and the way i look forward.
the togetherness is almost a completely different world.

-Billie Jo Gray

one mintue #2

you just left.
i love you.
thanks for working hard to support me.
i wish i hadnt of done what i did.
i love the Lord.
He works in ways i wouldnt expect Him to.
love wins.
it is powerful.
i want my project to work.
i hope today is amazing.
i like my outfit.
i miss misty.

Monday, June 1, 2009

one mintue

ready set go.

i am ready to write for a mintue.
i wish we were closer.
im glad im friends with you.
you make me happy.
i want to be outside with you.
wake the hell up.
you slipped away and i lost myself in search of you.
i hope for the best
j.bux is amazing.
unopened bottle of gold victory wine.



----> new thing for this month.
i'm gonna take a mintue for maybe once a week, or whenever needed and just write what comes to mind.

this is what was on my mine in this minute.


love to you.
God Bless