what to do...

People keep asking me what I want to do? To the tell you the truth I don't really know the answer to that. I understand that I need a plan for my future so that it can be expected among society and those around me that I have a sense of direction of where I'm going that won't lead me into failure. Although, what does a plan really give anyone except a comfortable feeling about the unknown of how the plan will eventually change, and make more room to plan for the next unexpected thing. I want to experience the unexpected occurrence of life and DO things that give me that warm fuzzy feeling within that evolved from the actuality of what is in front for my eyes to see. I want to try and capture the evil amongst the living and the beautiful amongst the ugly that strays through the days of constant familiarity. I want to feel the dirt on my feet , the sun on my back and that strangers hand on mine hanging on for any inch of hope we have left. I'm ready to experience those things, and to see  with love as my guide.I do not need a plan, but to trust that I am going the right way, and will end up where I need to be with just being me.