Sunday, December 14, 2014

You've got to trust your struggles...

While watching several meteors fly across the sky while working an extremely eventful awake overnight at a group home I realized two things I thought couldn't go unwritten:
Being pregnant is not all that it is cracked up to be.  I've truly never been happier awaiting my beautiful baby girl, but in sheer moments of explosive hormones, I panic. However, in those moments of persevering panic I learn the strength that has been buried within my entire existence. And if the panic filled hormones don't mentally prepare a mother for what is to come, the peeing 7 times a night certainly does.
A bad day is only a bad day if you end it on that note. There are so many uncertainties that live amongst us on the daily that even when the space around you seems like it's closing in, you've got to trust your struggles.