when people become sick

i become terribly scared for them.
even if they are not close to me, it stresses me out.
& when they are close to me it tears my insides.
i don't like it, but it's life.

when something like this use to occur i use to deal with it as if it were my own problem;however, i now know that it's not. i cannot fix it, no matter how hard i want to. sickness happens, it is a part of life.

yes, it shouldnt exsist and i wish it didn't, but it does.

all i can do is support, pray and make the best of it all.
& it gives you an excuse to do things crazy as hell.
HAHA


God bless ya.